pre-internship dilemma

the future is unknown

the fate is God's secret

but the plan is in our hands.

I want to be Newton

I want to be Curie

but 

I want to be Shakespeare too

I want to be Dickinson too.

by then, I realized

that dream and reality aren't collided.

by then, I realized

to dream is on my own will

but to face reality isn't solely on human wills.

to the future unknown
the planner is me

the Decider is Him.